time to get ready for a 7 hour shift :/
thanks everyone who was so nice tonight.
got a masters degree in being ignored
i appreciate you taking time out of your night to msg me. thank you <3 i’ll keep going and pushing through. you’re right. they can be changed. it’s just very hard. but i’ll try <3
i wish i could explain to people, my friends, my family, but especially my boyfriend what’s wrong with me. but i’m so exhausted from trying to form the right sentences that i just want to give up and sulk. i can’t anymore. i just can’t. i need help. i need someone to grab me, and give me a really tight hug and tell me why everything will be ok. why am i worth anything? why do i matter? i just can’t anymore :’(
thank you so much <3 why not come off anon? and i’ll try. it’s a really difficult night for me :(